I Don’t Know What I’m Going to do With Myself
Finally, I can let the tears flow. I just waved goodbye to my last child. She is going off to start her own life, and I am all alone now. I didn’t want to cry while she was here, because I didn’t her to feel bad. But now that she is gone, I can’t hold back any more. I don’t know what I am going to do with myself. I have spent my whole life taking care of my children, and now it seems empty. Maybe I would feel better if I did something for myself, such as taking blues lessons. I can do things like that now, and not feel guilty. Maybe it won’t be as bad as I thought it would.
